Bugs
June 2, 2023 - Bugs To me, as a young boy freshly relocated from the depths of a Los Angeles suburb of Fullerton to a seven acre ranch in N. Fresno, anything that crawled in the dirt was a bug, Small things, things with black shells, or wings, or pincers, or they were red, blue, green or translucent, with six legs or eight or a hundred. Wings or wingless, they were all bugs and I’d study them, poking and provoking them and sometimes I’d felt the need to step on them. But as a boy i liked to catch bugs. Trap them in a jar, and wait for them to die. Then I’d pushed a pin though their backs into a piece of styrofoam kept under a homemade dried bug rack. It was something I had seen in books, elevate the bugs above a substrate and attach a label of best guess species and type to the date. It was my way of making sense of the environment. I thought about studying bugs deeper, but there was a distinct noise made when the pin snapped trough the exoskeleton and plugged through to be s...